Post by RYAN KAYLER MADDOX on Jun 3, 2010 22:29:08 GMT -5
You're not suppose to know of this. You're not suppose to feel a thing.
But I see how they tear you apart.
The alcohol, the cuttery, the words that cripple, and whispers that sting.
Little boys and girls erase themselves with tenderness and ease.
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( FULL NAME )
Ryan Kayler Maddox
( AGE )
7,670.09 days. That's twenty-One years folks.
( GENDER )
Male.
( SEXUAL ORIENTATION )
Gay. but shh it's a secret.
( MEMBER GROUP )
Staff.
( HEIGHT )
Six feet Two inches.
( WEIGHT )
About one hundred and forty pounds.
( DISTINGUISHABLE FEATURES )
Snake bites, several tattoos and his hair seems to change color. A lot.
( PLAY BY )
George Boleyn.
( LIKES )
- Music.
- Bubble Gum.
- Summer.
- Coloring his hair.
- Smoking (even though it's a bad habbit).
- Thoroughbreds.
- Stars.
- Late night convos on the phone.
- Texting/IMing.
- Candy.
- The color yellow.
- Envy On The Coast is his band.
- Teaching kids to ride.
- Competing in jumping shows.
( DISLIKES )
- Smoking (Yes, I know this is on likes too. You can both like and dislike something).
- Peanut butter.
- Big headed people.
- Dressage riders.
- When people assume he's gay.
- Being told no.
- Bulling & bullies.
- High School. Ok, school in general.
- His father.
- Nagging
- Ponies, they're evil.
( SECRETS )
- He thinks Jasper is hott.
- He's gay. (Only Zoie knows).
- He sleeps with a stuffed horse that Zoie got him for his sixteenth birthday.
( FEARS )
- Death.
- Being bullied/made fun of for being gay.
- The dark.
- Draft horses. Their feet are HUGE.
( GOALS )
- To make it to the Olympics.
- Find someone who really loves him.
- Become head trainer at Stone Ridge.
( OVERALL PERSONALITY )
Ryan is shy. He doesn't like to make conversation, but he's gotten a lot better about it. He will go up to someone and speak if he needs to. Horses bring him to life. While talking about, working with, or even thinking about horses he isn't afraid of anything. He always makes his opinions around Stone Ridge known and they are most often taking into consideration.
Around his few friends Ryan likes to have fun. He is a singer. And loves to burst into random song. His hair is his passion and if you make fun of it he might get violent. Once he knows you Ryan will open up and be an amazing friend and person in general. You just have to make the first move.
( FAMILY )
Mother: Lillian Ann Maddox; 37; Daycare teacher; Still lives in San Fran, she and Ryan are very close.
Father: John Nathan Maddox; 38; Post Office Manager; Lives somewhere in San Fran, he and Ryan don't talk much.
Sister: Zoie Elizabeth Maddox; 18; Wants to ride horses too, Lives with her mom in San Fran; She begs to move to LA with Ryan so she can learn to ride horses.
( PETS )
Louie is a 13 inch Beale. He's still young and learning about life. Louie is very playful and will try and play with anything that moves. (And somethings that don't move).
Nemka is a German shepherd dog. She is the queen of Ryan's house and knows it. Ryan and Louie belong to her, disrespect that and you have her to deal with. Nemka accompanies Ryan to the barn and loves playing there. She is teaching Louie all about the stable.
( HOME TOWN )
San Fransisco, California.
( BIRTHDAY )
July 16th.
( HISTORY )
Ryan Maddox was an accident. His mother didn't want him and his father cursed when he found out about his first child. Lillian and Nathan were not married. Nathan was seventeen, Lillian sixteen and their relationship a secret. Lillian's parents were furious about their only daughter's pregnancy and refused to allow her to marry Nathan. After about nine months, Lillian Reigns had her child. A baby boy. All along Lillian was protective of her unborn child, she loved him before she saw him. It took Nathan a little longer... He only realized that he was a father (and that it was a good thing) when he held his son. Things seemed to be going ok for the new family. Nathan had a well paying job at the post office and Lillian continued schooling through a program for young mothers. And so Ryan Kayler's life started off smoothly. Unfortunately it didn't last for long... When Ryan was three Lillian caught Nathan with another girl. Of course she kicked him out, only to find out two weeks later that she was pregnant again. With no father and no income Lillian went to work to take care of her two children.
Ryan and his sister, Zoie's life was rather hard after that. They spent most of their childhood in either school or daycare. This taught them to be tough and take care of themselves against the worst bullies out there. Ryan was his sister's defender, the pair were (and still are) very close. It was at Zoie's sixth birthday party that Ryan first saw a horse... He was in love instantly. They were so beautiful galloping around the pasture tossing their bright manes and stamping their strong legs. After than Ryan couldn't get horses out of his mind.
As his childhood passed into the awkward "middle school phase" things began to change. Ryan became very introverted, he had few friends and spent most of his time drawing. His best friend through this all was Zoie. It was eighth grade before Ryan kissed a girl and he knew then that something was different. He didn't think of girls the way the other boys did. By tenth grade Ryan was sure of it. He was gay. Or at the least bi. He kept this a secret until Zoie walked in on him and his "best friend" kissing. Thankfully for Ryan Zoie accepted it. Ryan started working at a local stable when he was sixteen and he never left that stable. He is now an instructor here at Stone Ridge and boards his three thoroughbreds. He is a wonderful and active jumper competitor and is constantly going to shows all around the area. Though horses are his life, Ryan wants someone to share that life with...
( YOUR NAME )
The boss. Naa jk! KD!
( YOUR AGE )
16 years
( YEARS RPING )
Dos.
( RP SAMPLE )
And then the horse sneezed.
( RANDOM FACT )
I'm listening to Envy On The Coast. If you don't know them, I don't know you.
( PASS WORD )
Remember the boss? Yeah... :P
This application here belongs to KDKhaos and the lyrics go to the ever amazing all time low. Steal it and die.
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